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Black Dog

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I can not connect.
And it is painful when I do.

I know I need to be present, to feel.
But I dislike it.
This type of presence.

We can not control nature,
despite how much we effort-less.
I am here in my body, I am home.
I am here in my body, I am alive.
I am awake.

And it feels so painful.
When do we stop trying to play God,
and let God, nature, take course.

Stop masking and medicating.













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She taught me how to love again.
Never gave up on me,
and now I feel like I am giving up on her.

We spend so much time trying to fix things we can not.
Things we were not meant to.
Who gave us this job?
Why do we desire so much power and responsibility,
if for not to better the outcome.

Like her, I go to nature and all of its green beauty.
Even if some call it dangerous,
at least it doesn't come with a long, bold warning of harm to the good health you still have left.
But then again, nature doesn't make money on its own.
Nor does it…